New Year...new life!

 It's 2012 ladies and gentlemen! I know plenty of people who are stoked about this year. 2011 seems to have been a pretty shitty year for quite a few people, however, that wasn't my case. Granted, I went through plenty of my own ups and downs, 2011 turned out to be a pretty awesome year for me. Lots of traveling and getting to know a new state on the opposite side of the country that I'm used to. Seeing the real meaning of historic buildings, parks, places. Finally getting pregnant with our precious little girl!!! Finding out that the jealousy of others is really quite hilarious.
 2012 holds even more excitement for myself. This precious little girl is due in April...that's only a few short months away!! I get to go visit my family in beautiful California this week. Also setting up the nursery this month. Husband leaves in February for an entire month to Germany!! I am so jealous btw. Come March it will be nothing but getting whatever we don't have and that we will absolutely need for our daughter then come April we sit around and wait for little miss Jojo to make her appearance! Oh the excitement!!!
 Official due date is April 13, 2012. If you didn't look at a calender, that's Friday the 13th. Yes, I would LOVE my child to be born on that day. Yes, I am quite a demented human being. If she turned out to be a he, his name would have been Damien. It may freak the "normal" person out, but I am far from normal and this is normal for me.
 Happy new years to whoever may stumble across this awesome boringness, may this year be full of awesomeness and excitement and NEVER forget where you came from.


New Years Resolution:
 Abso-fucking-lutely NOTHING :)

We are...

Pregnant. It has finally happened. Got our positive on July 31, 2011. Saw baby Sept. 8, 2011. Found it's a little girl Nov. 3, 2011. She should be here sometime in April. We couldn't be anymore happy.

In other news, we took a road trip to TX and on our way back I bought myself a $40 gummy bear...yes, you read that right. It's pretty awesome and has no name, weighs a little under 5lbs.

New Day

 It's a new day, a new dollar. Bought myself a new camera, I'm pretty excited. It has a basic 14-42mm lens, haven't decided if I'm going to get a bigger one. I probably am. I went from a basic point and shoot to a fancy point and shoot. Price wasn't that bad, it made my bank account happy anyway.
 When it comes to trying for a baby, I've given up, we'll see what happens, when it happens, if it'll happen. Sometimes I just wish this was way easier. Who would have thought it would take a youngin such as myself over 2 years to get pregnant!! Never doubt your body, it's an amazing powerful product. You'll be surprised what it can and cannot do.

TTC Journey

 What a pain in the ass!!!!!! We're currently on cycle 6 TTC. I've come to the conclusion that hubby doesn't want it. Makes this journey even more fun. A lot of people think I'm crazy for wanting a baby at 23, but what they don't understand is my body. Only I do. My guess is either hubby doesn't understand or he doesn't care. It scares the shit out of me that if I don't do this now, it'll never happen. Even though I know I'll get one child, I don't want just one.
 Sometimes I question my life and if I made the right decision to get married and then I look at where I am now compared to where I was then and it makes total sense to me. I couldn't imagine being with someone else somewhere else. Although sometimes it's hard and with my health being where it is doesn't make my life easier but I have to pull each day. Some days I just don't know why I do.
 I know and totally understand I'm not the only one on this journey. I just wish my husband would understand and want this as much as I do. It's heart breaking to know that he doesn't and I really don't know what to do anymore.