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Thursday, November 10, 2011

We are...

Pregnant. It has finally happened. Got our positive on July 31, 2011. Saw baby Sept. 8, 2011. Found it's a little girl Nov. 3, 2011. She should be here sometime in April. We couldn't be anymore happy.

In other news, we took a road trip to TX and on our way back I bought myself a $40 gummy bear...yes, you read that right. It's pretty awesome and has no name, weighs a little under 5lbs.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

New Day

 It's a new day, a new dollar. Bought myself a new camera, I'm pretty excited. It has a basic 14-42mm lens, haven't decided if I'm going to get a bigger one. I probably am. I went from a basic point and shoot to a fancy point and shoot. Price wasn't that bad, it made my bank account happy anyway.
 When it comes to trying for a baby, I've given up, we'll see what happens, when it happens, if it'll happen. Sometimes I just wish this was way easier. Who would have thought it would take a youngin such as myself over 2 years to get pregnant!! Never doubt your body, it's an amazing powerful product. You'll be surprised what it can and cannot do.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

TTC Journey

 What a pain in the ass!!!!!! We're currently on cycle 6 TTC. I've come to the conclusion that hubby doesn't want it. Makes this journey even more fun. A lot of people think I'm crazy for wanting a baby at 23, but what they don't understand is my body. Only I do. My guess is either hubby doesn't understand or he doesn't care. It scares the shit out of me that if I don't do this now, it'll never happen. Even though I know I'll get one child, I don't want just one.
 Sometimes I question my life and if I made the right decision to get married and then I look at where I am now compared to where I was then and it makes total sense to me. I couldn't imagine being with someone else somewhere else. Although sometimes it's hard and with my health being where it is doesn't make my life easier but I have to pull each day. Some days I just don't know why I do.
 I know and totally understand I'm not the only one on this journey. I just wish my husband would understand and want this as much as I do. It's heart breaking to know that he doesn't and I really don't know what to do anymore.